Monday, November 20, 2017

to form the best possible setting for this strikingly poetic charming girl...a she overflowing with life๐Ÿ’œ

i am all in loving tolstoy's war & peace
right now it's andrew and a lovely adorable natasha,
 forming a union, one filled with love.

my title quote is from this wonderful book 

to form the best possible setting for this strikingly poetic charming girl
a yes a daily do for me

a she overflowing with life๐Ÿ’œ 

as the above is happening


oh gosh!
 i am so tired and my mind is all over the place. that is why this blog is sort of every other week now instead of weekly. all i do know is that progress in my creative life and my little home is happening and i have yet to merge the two.
 right now i have fallen in love with my 2 art classes
 my home the music i am listening to the flowers the candles.
 fall! mornings with war & peace tolstoy after having devoured anna karenina๐Ÿ’– 
the forest here in epping is magnificent๐Ÿ˜Š


here goes as usual though๐Ÿ˜‚

my life is to be a magic castle filled with angels, adorable creatures creating art creating ballets poetry capturing beauty at all times while being precisely in the moment together with the faeries of nature. yes๐Ÿ‘ฐ

a beautiful magic life, the one that is desirable to me and only me.
you have one too to grasp and get hold of, well maybe you already do

some intro



selfie happiness๐Ÿ’œ

at home
work table

in art class

the dreams of violette pavlova
 for a while i had weekly sessions in a studio creating 

"i am a dream"
heavily inspired by ballet & the beauty of magic dreams

oh dear
to endure
the magic of purity & truth

we have weekly assignments in my photography class and we are to print out our work to show eachother in each class, sooo i came up with this brilliant idea of preparing a little fine art photography "book" as a starting journey towards a magic project i am to create in 2018. 

the little thing is now up on apple itunes and its ibooks:)
and the actual print version is here๐Ÿ˜Š 

here are some screengrabs from my little booklet/ zine

friday's art class

 i always bring things:)))

at home 
messy messy messy

my lovely music creation:)))
to devour! yes๐Ÿ’œ

i am creating for a class i am taking or so i tell myself... i think i am just capturing beauty as i always do;0)๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ‘ฐ
the colours of the above bouquet = joy

the gate to violette's narnia

the above self-portrait is just one version out...!!!

at my tuesday art class:)))

a heavenly field in essex

a couple of fall outfits:)
all by zara 
the lace blouse which is vintage & the pink jumper which is h&m

vintage blouse
zara dress

faith hope love
one day at a time

as a last note
this artist continually takes my breath away
such beauty
created by
yishu wang

happy end of november:)))
alice saga

Thursday, October 19, 2017


dear wonders๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

how are you?
 sorry for not posting for quite a while,
 i can not believe i am saying sorry since you probably did not miss me or noticed i was gone at all;0)!!! 
 but if you did then i am sorry๐Ÿ’“ 
today's digital world can be overwhelming,
 so i hope you just find me back again being refreshing.
this new schedule of mine in a still new place has taken over my life, but i am so happy things are getting back on track.
fall wonders:)))
 the title of this post is sort of not true for this blogpost๐Ÿ˜‚ but it is true to my plan for 2018. it is all going to be art/ ballet/photography/ poetry/theatre/magical
 next year all in a mix with stills and film:)
witchy sisters and such๐Ÿ˜‡. 
 always being the student. 
for now
 i am getting prepared, 
thinking brainstorming creating!
 making my home my castle (as mother puts it) filled with inspirations
what i find beautiful.
 the magic of flowers and classical music๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ˜Š

stay gold
wonderful creatures
 above a mixture of analogue photography and digital

an artist home
filled with ideas & such magic inspirations
to build a magic world of mine to share of course:)))

 i am taking a photography class just to have me have weekly deadlines
accountability rules
a beginning of fall in epping

in art class
 getting back into drawing, starting over once again so happy about it:)
it's a mindfulness practice for me. 
i am so jumpy and want things to go fast so this is so good for me๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜Š

a minnie mouse moment of style
 minnie t is from h&m
denims are by alexa chung for madewell

a sweetness moment๐Ÿ’“
a lovely victorian vintage or so dress 

ava bernardi nutcracker perfection๐Ÿ’œ

our faerie editor lisa lily rose told me about this ballet whipped cream as danced by the american ballet theatre which costumes and props was created by the amazing artist
mark ryden. i am so in love and i SO neeeeeeeed this production to arrive in london.
just devour this๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ
is it not faerie tale wonderful magic?
such beauty๐Ÿ˜Š
 the imagination is such a dear thing
hold on to dear life beautiful ones

let's practice trying do create all that we love out of life
appreciate the creation and its beauty
to follow its rythm
to be the beauty of the rythm

alice saga

Sunday, October 01, 2017



happy wonderful october to you all lovely creatures๐Ÿ˜Š

this morning i finished tolstoy's anna karenina and it's such devastating beauty, such love & such despair. the poetry of leo tolstoy๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’œ if you have not read it, read it or rather listen to it:) maggie gyllenhaal reads it and she is phenomenal! find on audible:)

all the diversity, all the charm,
 and all the beauty of life are made up of light and shadow
- leo tolstoy, anna karenina

vronsky: he would be sorry for it... he tried to think of her how she was when he met her the first time at a railway station too, mysterious exquisite loving seeking and giving happiness and not cruelly revengeful as he remembered her in that last moment.
levin : oh yes oh yes๐Ÿ’— my god i thank thee
kitty: yes only be like your father
freedom love essence๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’•

i am now to learn finally the art of speaking french
i got some cd's and books for children๐Ÿ˜‚ that should be easy enough right? or maybe not!!! we'll see:)) the wonders of anna karenina inspired me to do this:)

this week/ month is when all my classes are finally starting:) i am longing to meet wonderful human beings together with growing as an artist and as a person. today is a day to plan all and go through all i have saved to "do later" and see what i need to get done and what's not really that important. i wanna have my house as inspirational as can be, to have it be ready for all these adventures of a 2017 fall.

a selfie from the other day:)
artist interior

working slowly slowly on our 3rd issue 
the faerie tales of violette
which is named
faith hope love

independent magazine

independent magazine
front cover photographed by camilla slertman and styled by linda marina portman
back cover magic art by dilka bear

my home๐Ÿ’œ
i love love love my record player. vinyl and its sound is really perfection. 
fรผr elise is pure magic
vinyl love

thank you note
 i printed out one of my cherry blossom images, it's a gift to a tony whom have helped me with my life:) 
antique dolls

abundance interior

artist october

abundance lover arist

freddies flowers

a reading arty table

an artist interior home

some day's i dress up, just because it puts a smile on my face๐Ÿ˜Š
ank rouge lolita
 ank rouge blouse & dress

quirky outfit
 vintage cardie & jumper
top shop skirt

liz lisa
liz lisa dress

laura ashley dress
 vintage laura ashley

liz lisa
 another liz lisa outfit

rebecca taylor romantic
going out in one of my fave coats:) it's by rebecca taylor!

the below 2 images are from my
i am a dream
self-portrait series
inspiration isadora duncan
 an ongoing project 
the magic of creation
isadora duncan inspired

obsession tolstoy = YES

some film stills from my little "documentary" reading a love letter by mr. tolstoy


quirky artist
quirky artistry

quirky artistry reading

many mornings devouring anna karenina with the forest of epping.
epping forest mushroom

i follow this girl and her mother whom holds the account on instagram. this talented ballerina ava bernardi is such a magic inspiration:) and usually the posts usually come with encouraging wisdoms:)
the below image is from/ by dan swinson though
dan swinson

and this image is from the bernardi's instagram:)
ava bernardi
found a tiny film of theirs on youtube:)

oh to see the beauty in the both the light & shadows
dear god i thank thee
faith hope love